For ten years I've ran projects on the web. Sites connected with early online gaming, sites about the music I love, and finally a spate of personal/exploratory sites - the last of which changed into this blog... which you are so kindly reading.
Around once a month I check the status of Sirharris.com, making a note of who is linking to me. My first Sirharris.com site, six years ago, fetched around eighty visitors a day. There was no "traffic exchanging", no elegant blog linking and sharing - it was more or less me, the people who knew me, and anyone who knew them. Today, you are likely once more one of around eighty visitors to this site. On a popular day I will have close to one hundred and fifty, but it averages out around eighty.
Some of you are no doubt finding me from BlogExplosion, a site I have both affection and distrust for. I believe their service is honest, but question the value of the "product". I believe it is our competitive nature that forces us to endlessly measure success in numbers. If it's not "X visitors to this site" it's "X comments/emails on a posting". Endlessly the treadmill turns and we type, we visit and we link. I'd love to believe I was doing more here than just donating segments of time for no purpose - but putting material online never really made a promise beyond that, did it?
Your time is precious, occasionally you share it with me, I'm thankful for that. I dream of a community of like-minded individuals - not alike in geographic location, but instead by a desire for positive, life affirming, art and ideas. Of course, I know a lot of you personally, and I know some will be thinking "oh dear, Adrian is going back to his old ways, endless typing of whimsy and make-believe"... I promise I'm not, merely consider this me taking stock.
Interestingly because of my exposure on a blog sharing system I've gone from 73% of my readers from the United Kingdom back in 1999, down to 10% in the present day. At this point I'd like to say a directed hello to the small handful of daily readers I have from the Cayman Islands, Sri Lanka, South Africa and the US Military - please scribble me a quick message sometime to make your mark.
In closing, I trust your weekend has been productive, restful, spiritual, all of the previous, or whatever else was required.